I’m ME

One thing that I do know is that things happen for a reason, but sometimes the things that happen would have been better unexplored. It’s almost more than I can take, the events that happen shouldn’t have ever been considered by the Gods. they control life as we know it, sadly enough I have come to believe they are the reason why I cry myself to sleep night after night. I can’t take this feeling anymore! I can’t believe that I have lived this way for so long.

I have hid from my feelings for too long and I’m tired of feeling and telling myself that I’m the only one with the this problem. I know there are other people out there that are going through the same thing I am but I’m scared to open up again. I’m scared to volunteeringly send out an invite to get hurt again; to start this process of finding myself over once more.

But I’m finally ready to say that no matter what happens I’ll still have the comfort of my tears at night, and my fake smile during the daylight. No matter who pushes me down, no matter who tries to wipe away my teasrs, I’m FINALLY confident enough to say…No one can change me, even if I’m messed up, or really the person I’m supposed to be.

                                                                        …I’m ME…