I love you?

Three words that used to mean so much to people, used to mean everything and some, but now days I feel its only a saying between friends, or a joking matter. You see people now days putting ily (i love you) at the end of text messages to friends/foes. Or just saying it because someone did something nice for you.

Does it really mean that little to people now….?

Three words that used to mean so much to people…to me…has become nothing more then a simple and heartfealt goodbye.

I was going through my pictures that I had on my computer, and came across this one…it really made me think of previous relationships, as much as I want to try and hid from those times, I thought about them and the feelings I had back then. I remember being with my first boyfriend and how lucky I thought I was to be saying these three simple words to him daily, thinking that I really was in love…but now I come to realize I was blinded by my own stupidity. Love takes a lot more then most people realize! Sadly enough no one has been able to understand completely what love feels like or looks like so you know when you are in the midst of it.

All I can say is that when I saw this picture I really began to ponder the real idea of relationships. Because you have to go through all the bad times to experience and in fact imbrace the feeling of truly being in love. Honestly I don’t think that I have ever been in love, or even began to feel the real warmth of it’s presents, but I hope the best for myself and others in this life long search for that one person that really makes you want to say “I love you” to every morning and night, hoping you will make it through another day as happy as you were the last.

                                               Have you ever been in love?